41 posts tagged “affairs of the heart”
i am sooooooo flattered not because i got a new job(but rezeki ramadhan,alhamdulillah~~)...
it's because i can leave here...not a good environment for a young *cough* *cough* me
and i've just found out that my cousin starts work today in his new office which is just two blocks away from my new/coming workplace!!hahaha..what a coincidence.
afzai is working just around there,sherry will move somewhere around there too!now lets hope lotsa korean graduates will work at teletech and that will be so much fun!!hehehe
and last night was great too..hehe..tido dalam senyum =p
i am tooooo excited to go back home into the arms of the loved ones....hehehe
but on the other hand....떠난 그대를 자꾸 생각이 나...힘이 넘 들어ㅜㅜ..ok..jiwang i know...hahahah...suke ati la...ini bukanlah crush ku yang pertama...beliau mungkin yang kelapan ratus lapan puluh lapan...hehehehe..but since i am here in the office where i used to see him frequently,i feel lost when he is not around...cewahh...maklumlah..org lain tidak sekacak dan tidak se간지 나 seperti beliau..muahahahahahah...
i am seriously addicted with BIGBANG's new song...i love G-D and T.O.P part at the beginning especially when T.O.P sing "꺼지라 쉬죠~~오오오~~"....haha..cam tengah swearing tapi macho..wahahah...
떠나가
ye the finally I reallize that I'm nu'ttin without you
i was so wrong forgive me
ah ah ah ah-
[Verse 1]
파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘 / 바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑 / 문신처럼 지워지지 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠 / 내 가슴속에 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say goodbye)
[Rap]
ye 네가 없이는 단 하루도 못 살 것만 같았던 나
생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아
보고 싶다고 불러봐도 넌 아무 대답 없잖아
헛된 기대 걸어봐도 이젠 소용없잖아
[Rap]
네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지
그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지
걱정되 다가가기 조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애 태우고
나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠
[Chorus]
돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지 말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야되 하루하루 무뎌져가네 e e e
oh girl i cry cry yo my all say goodbye..
[Verse 2]
길을 걷다 너와나 우리 마주친다 해도
못 본 척 하고서 그대로 가던 길 가줘
자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도
나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라
넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 마음 안 먹게
넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게 끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란 듯이
넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그래 그렇게 웃어줘 아무일 없듯이
[Chorus]
돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지 말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼 만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야되 하루하루 무뎌져가네 e e e
[Bridge]
나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 / 나를 잊고서 살아가줘
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 / 하루하루 지나면
차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데 um 영원히
함께하자던 그 약속 이젠 추억에 묻어두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해
[Chorus]
oh girl i cry cry yo my all say goodbye bye
oh my love don't lie lie
yo my heart say good bye
well..as expected,nothing BIG happened yesterday...hehehe...maklumla..khurafat tau percaya no 8 tuh ade ong..ye2..ong kang boon ade ar...ngan kak ong..=p...i was not interested at all to watch the opening of Olympic Games at 8 last night even though K.JT was watching it. my new external HD attracts me more than anything else.i was busy downloading my favourite dramas and TV shows and also watching them...i can assure myself that all 250GB of my HD will be filled in a week.hahahahaha....
natijah...i woke up late this morning with my lappy on my stomach..hahahaha...i had actually woke up at 6.30 then i put aside my lappy then slept again.woke up at 8.35 pastuh gelabah..hahaha..i had no cash in my purse so i had to run to the bank...dah la lambat..muahahhaa...but since i took a taxi, i am early..hahaha...bese la..the traffic is not heavy on saturday morning...when i arrived, there were nobody at my floor..but the workers upstairs had arrived..guess they went home late yesterday...but hey!! it's only 10.30 and i got to see him twice!ahhaha..he came up for drinks then he came up again then 인사....yeay!!!hehehe...kacak beliau melipat lengan tshirt nye..heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeee....ar....4 more days to see him =(
today i have date with ms.wahida at TGIF...huwaaa...seronoknyeee....walaupun mungkin TGIF itu lebih seronok dimakan pada hari jumaat...ahhahaha...
tomorrow i got date with Jihoon,Apejai and Yling because it's Jihoon birthday..tak decide lagi nak makan kat ne....i had 'applied' a date with 재혁오빠 few days ago and he said OK and said let's meet today at 4 and i replied back that actually i want to 'ajak' him join the birthday party for Jihoon tomorrow..terus tak balas mamat tuh...muahahah..adekah beliau hanya nak date dengan saye?jengjengjeng!!~~~hehe
i am on strict diet this week and next week....i eat lunch as usual but i eat HL for breakfast and dinner...hehe...and i can see the good effect...yeay!!!!but i don't dare to step on the weighing scale...well..many of HL eater(?) said that the numbers showed on the scale is not all...losing inches doesn't mean u will lose some weight...암튼...i have to work out before i go back to malaysia...why???takde la i dipanggil sarung nangka time balik nnt =p...well~~
eh..suke la pula pagi2 nih...can't wait to go back home and had vacation with mum,dad,kak ita and abg han a.k.a hanis chow siew kiat..hahahahaha....abg han's leaves had finally been approved so we will go to KT together gether..=D
okeyla..i'll stop here...mau main2 sampai dapat keje..if i am lucky, i may go back early today..i mau kemas la sarang tikus kat umah tuh...ngeeeeeeengeeeeee....
ddaaa!!~~
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oh!bestnye...seperti yang dijangka..beliau naik lagi...hehehehheheheheh
then turun sesame sebab kiteorg nak gi makan ABC kat burger king..ehehehehe
saye sungguh mengantuk sebenarnye tadi...akak TM turun bawah sembang2 pastuh kuar makan eskem dan french fries dan onion rings..sedap la onion rings burger king..huhu...selepas makan ngantuk la balik pulak..
hari ni sangat panas..rase nak naik teksi je balik....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,
oh!kebudak2an nye entry2 saye hari ni...atau die lebih kepada laporan kegiatan harian???hehe..lantaklah....
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yeaayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sudah nampak..hehehe..tapi segan nak usha jeans..heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee
beliau sungguh berpanasan hari ini..kesiannn =(
die ade bende mau bercakap dengan kjn..japgi naik lagi la tuh..hehehehe..
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ahaha..few years ago, i had made a resolution(kunun!!~~haha) that i will get married today...almost everybody knows about this even my parents...my mum sent a message to me this morning saying:
mum :Salam. tau tak tarikh hari ni?cantik kan?
me: hehe.haah.cantik.tapi target kak nina(my name at home) tak tercapai.haha.
mum : Itu semua kuasa Tuhan,sayang.
hahahaha...mummy must thought that i am so serious about getting married by today..muahahah...no la...being number 8 fan(?), i want/hope something special will happen today. beforehand, i mentioned to get married today because that is the biggest event can ever happen in my life that i cud think of that time...i knew that it's not going to happen and never it will =p.
but who knows kan?
ece...cam mengharap gak tuh!!~~ahahhaah
by now, syikin must have departed to malaysia..she was so bored and lonely that she called me few times. this is the first time for her to go back alone.sian die...and i had started to miss her..iskisk...
yesterday was a marathon for me..ahhaha..i was 'forced' to go back early because they were having a meeting. as i was waiting for sophia and shira, i went to COEX and got something for Mr.J..hehehe....sempat..then run back to office. there was heavy traffic that i decided to walk and voila!..i was faster than the bus i shud board..muahahahahha....but the result mustilah berpeluh2...at least la takde matahari terik...redup je tapi panas..huwaaaa...waited for those two in front of the office and suddenly the big boss came down for dinner.they had finished the meeting.when i told him that i am waiting for sophia and shira, he said let's eat together. and together we went to the restaurant and on not long after that both of them appeared. makan2..then we had coffee. eh tapi sebelum tuh....when i was waiting with the big boss, the construction boss and the cuteboy appeared..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...si smart itu =P...big bos ajak makan sesama then he said to the cute boy that he will introduce him to a girl...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...cam nak terbakar ja la hati aku ni kan....cam sedih2 dah gitu....but dengan innocently and immediately the cuteboy geleng2..hhahahaah..walaupun dah disebut the girl is sophia...heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....adekah die tak memilih rupe...lalalalalala...pastuh bos die mintak diri dulu sebab ade bende nak bincang ngan die..hehehhe...sungguh penting la beliau...heeeeeeheeeeee...pastuh kan..mase makan, the big boss asked shira and sophia whether they have korean boyfriend or not and both of them said they are finding for one..hahaha..kelaka giler..찾고 있습니다...then the big boss said.."aina dah ade kan?kwajangnim(refer to the picture in the past entries when me,project manager and two of the officer ate together,he's the one on the right).OMG!aku tau la aku tak lawa...suke ati je nak match2kan aku...ces!!!oh??am i the choosy one...but i dun 'berkenan' with the attitude of thekwajangnim la....tak masuk...yg paling anti ialah die bersin kuat skali...ahahaha..pantang OK!!!!mule2 i ok je la..bile org dah mule nak match2 kan me with him, i started to feel uncomfortable...bukan ape..i takut die yg salah paham lak....arrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh...mencik...
pas makan, we had coffee and discussing at Seven Monkeys...nothing special about the caffe latte there...i shud have ordered caramel machiatto..bincang2 then the sisters went to Samseong while i headed home. on the way, syikin ajak gi 동대문...round2 carik few things for her family then lepak-ed at Shilla..i had 'mengidam' for cakes for so long and i got to eat that last night.NO!i am not pregnant,thank you!!.hahaha...i had bubble tea which i had craved since the evening...habis sembang2 sume...we took bus back to HanyangU and walked home...it was so hot that we were too fatigued. syikin straight away slept and i scrutinized my new external hard disk..i love it so much...the cap for Mr. J also had arrived...huhu...i thought i had ordered the snow cap for him but i dunno...it was ordered or not..have to find another one..hm.....
syikin and wada went back at 5,as they said because i was still in slumberland..ahhahaah..then took a taxi to office because i hate to berpeluh2 walking from the subway station to the office.it is 200m ok...panaaaaaaaassssssssssss...huwahuwahuwa..today is 복날..the last hottest day in summer..i do really today is the last..panas giler nak mati...;;*_*;;..pening dah..huhuhu
i didn't get to see him yet today...sedihnye =(..semalam time die berlama2an kat photostate machine tuh la time tu jugak the bosses nak bincang pasal advertisement pulakkkkkkk...arrgghh..kaco ar diorg niiiiiii...hish...mencik....
keyla..i stop here...i will make sure that i will writ e as many entries as i can for today...muahahaha...bear me or leave me...=P
tata!~~
